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kohakuI wrote an email to my prof asking for an extension of my essays deadline. His answer was "down with deadlines". Now, how cool is that?
I mentioned to him that I was distressed at the mo, and I am. It's nothing too serious really, just a mixture of money shortage, anxiety (pretty stupid), lots of work to get more money and a writer's block that stretches for miles without end.
Writer's block bothers me most. Somehow I developed a writer's block solely for original fictions, which annoys me. I enjoy writing. A lot. I started several snippets, all part of a longer story line, and now writing turns out to be painful. I can't write more than a few sentences. Smut on the other hand turned out to be no problem at all. Sure, I'm blushing all the time, and I need to practise a lot before writing decent smut, but I write.
Studying and the thought of finishing my studies as soon as possible scares me shitless. I don't know where this comes from. I love studying English, but Biology's just a pain in the ass. The new semester starts in two weeks, and I'm not looking forward to it as usual. I fret. A lot. I already chose some classes, which sound nice, but I can't get rid of that anxiety.
So, enough serious posting.
Llanowar sent me a movie via amazon. With Alan Rickman in it. *hearts* I'm going to watch it right now. Ah, I really do love his voice. *sexes*
I mentioned to him that I was distressed at the mo, and I am. It's nothing too serious really, just a mixture of money shortage, anxiety (pretty stupid), lots of work to get more money and a writer's block that stretches for miles without end.
Writer's block bothers me most. Somehow I developed a writer's block solely for original fictions, which annoys me. I enjoy writing. A lot. I started several snippets, all part of a longer story line, and now writing turns out to be painful. I can't write more than a few sentences. Smut on the other hand turned out to be no problem at all. Sure, I'm blushing all the time, and I need to practise a lot before writing decent smut, but I write.
Studying and the thought of finishing my studies as soon as possible scares me shitless. I don't know where this comes from. I love studying English, but Biology's just a pain in the ass. The new semester starts in two weeks, and I'm not looking forward to it as usual. I fret. A lot. I already chose some classes, which sound nice, but I can't get rid of that anxiety.
So, enough serious posting.
Llanowar sent me a movie via amazon. With Alan Rickman in it. *hearts* I'm going to watch it right now. Ah, I really do love his voice. *sexes*
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Date: 2003-04-02 11:51 am (UTC)Woo for smut! *blushes* That didn't come out right. Hee. I'm sure you'll be able to write soon.
*pouts* I want to talk to you on AIM but no. I must restrain myself and write my coursework.
*snuggles*
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Date: 2003-04-03 07:49 am (UTC)*huggles*
And thanks for the hug. I'm much better now.
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Date: 2003-04-03 09:18 am (UTC)We must talk! I still have work to do but I'll be on tonight so if around, come on and chat. Hehe you'll find out eventually. It's not that exciting really :)
*snuggles*
My pleasure and good :)